I wanna play pRO for free...
I can't seem to download the patch...
I can't get the CD...
Err...
If you took the time to read on my rants and has the Valkyrie CD, please, I beg of you, lend me your CD... (and thanks in advance)
• WaTCHiNG » grey's anatomy
• FeeLiNG » irritated
At exactly 12 hrs. from now, I'll take another huge step. A step that I'd pray and hope that will be better than the previous leap I'd took barely a year ago.
Fear and resentment embodies me... Though I know, Its Time...
Time to face it... Time to deal with it...
I wish I have someone who can help me...
Alas, there's none... As always, I'm always alone when face in such matters...
Yes, it is the agony of being single, secretive and reserved.
It's nearly time...
• LiSTeNiNG To » Where are you
• WaTCHiNG » The Ghost Inside (crap!)
• FeeLiNG » alone|neglected|confused
•TaGGeD uNDeR » MoOD SwInGs
today is my youngest brother's 18th birthday...
weeee...
happy 18TH birthday,
renz ivan sp. balderrama
• FeeLiNG » tired
•TaGGeD uNDeR » NyeRSoNaL-FaMiLY|GiMiX-FRieNDs
I am bottled, fizzy water, and you are shaking me up
You are a fingernail, running down the chalkboard
I thought I left in third grade
Now my only, consolation, is that this could not last forever
Even though you're singing and thinking
How well you've got it made
Who are you?
When will you be through?
Yeah, it's just a phase... It will be over soon
Yeah, it's just a phase
Yeah, it's just a phase
Call it 'women's, intuition', but I think I'm on to something here
Temporaryism has been the black plague
And the Jesus of our age
I know that I sound opinionated, maybe biased
And quite possibly jaded
But sooner than later
They'll be throwing quarters at you on stage
Who are you?
When will you be through?
Yeah, it's just a phase... it will be over soon
Yeah, it's just a PHASE, and I'm waiting for it to be over TOO, yeah
Yup, it's just a phase...
I've been SO down lately... and by that meaning, no TV show, no Online game, no Movie, no chocolate can shook off this sudden sadness in me...
I've been one hell of a lazy biatch...
I'm too tired of waking, fixing myself, eating, bathing, sleeping, breathing, thinking, communicating, ranting, working, reading, listening...
Same old BS... What else is new?
I'm too tired of my life... Just too tired of it...
I suddenly remembered Adam Sandler's song on his and Drew Barrymore's flick, The Wedding Singer...
Oh somebody kill me please
Somebody kill me please
I'm on my knees, pretty pretty please
Kill me
I want to die
Put a bullet in my head...
Somebody kill me please, I want to die
• LiSTeNiNG To » Just a phase
• FeeLiNG » depressed
•TaGGeD uNDeR » MoOD SwInGs
HELL! YEAH!
Mom thought I lost my "MAGIC TOUCH"
She accompanied me to "the company" for my final interview. Told her what the bosses said to me:
"If you passed, somebody from HR will contact you."
She was kinda sad about it, thinking I did not bagged the job.
Mom: "Bakit, hindi ka ba nila tatanggapin?"
Me: "Ewan. Wait ko na lang daw ung call ng HR e..."
After the interview we decided to go to the mall and buy some groceries. At around 7:24pm, while inside that horrid FX, I got the "much awaited" call from one of "the company"'s HR spec.
Mom: "O, bakit daw?"
Me: " I got in"
Me (mimicking HR): " Hi! Congratulations for passing your final interview. You're now one of our newest Workforce Analyst"
Mom: "Talaga? E ba't parang wala lang sayo? Kala ko pa naman nawala na magic mo, malulungkot na sana ako."
Me: Yeah, right... (in a maangas tone of voice) Ako pa.
Job offer is tomorrow @ 1pm, works starts on the 19th. Workforce Analyst.
Sounds soothing to the ears.
Or so I thought...
• WaTCHiNG » Criminal Minds
• FeeLiNG » confused
•TaGGeD uNDeR » WoRK, WoRK, WoRK